My Weekend As A Girl

Well, the holidays so far, Friday night, I stay back at school till like 7 o'clock, on the last day of term to write up a physics report thing that I had a month to do but started on the last day of the term... although the idea of it is real shit but Kalejs (our physics teacher) told us like 4 hours of dirty funny stories that he shouldn't tell students. This made this part of the night well worth it.

Then after some bad organising skills by nine thirty me and my friend are both wearing dresses at his house; drunk, alone... however this all becomes worth it by the time we finally get a lift to a girls only party; which involved a pillow fight and other rewarding situations, (but no hook up or anything) Although my friend passed out outside, passing out for the fourth weekend in a row it was still a rewarding affair.

Saturday night i rock up at another friends house to find 6 or so people in a car; after about... 4 hours of watching the simpsons we start watching Love Actually; I'm sitting alone while one friend gets hit on despite having a gf, and the girl having a bf; and another friend gets his first hj outside. I'm incredibly tired and now just angry, after eventually going to another persons house to sleep at like three, i cant get to sleep at all despite having to fight it for several hours before hand, aaand i have work the next day at 10.

Anyway while i couldn't sleep i wrote this down on a napkin.

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What's done is done!

And I'd say fuck the past
But i can see the future
And i dont think that this is gonna last
Without the guidance of my mistakes
The guidance of my mistakes
The guidance of my mistakes

I can't talk, I cant see
I cant live;
Without the guidance of my mistakes
The guidance of my mistakes
I'm tied of my mistakes

I'm alone, so alone,
And I'm fucking tired
I'm tired of my mistakes
I'm tired of my mistakes
So Tired of my mistakes

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And now I'm sick and i dont think i can go to the tea party tomorrow.